southern love

I felt compelled to write this during english today.

Dear Lord, please help me
Make it through the day.
Although alone I will whimper,
here I must be strong.

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Once, true love stopped to whisper
On my lonely windowsill.
I was happily surprised by her visit,
Until I saw her chaos unfurl.

She led me to a river,
I stopped to take a drink.
And then I saw, across from me,
A man that made me weak.

She pushed me towards you,
Told you to take my hand.
And for a while, everything
Seemed just to go as planned.

But then she left us-
Alone, without a cause.
And then, at once, we realized-
The one sad fact that made us pause-

Our lives had opened up before us,
Two different paths to go down.
We no longer could stay there,
No longer breathe as one.

As we set out now,
Down our equally lonely paths,
I pray that one day soon, again,
We will be brought back-

To the lonely, silent river
Where I first saw your smile-
And where you waved to me-
And where we can sit-- and talk for a while.

114/158... that's pretty darn good.

In other news... summer.
I love being down here in NC. Too bad I have to leave sunday.

Also, I loved Relient K's 'Pressin on'... and now i love it even more... because they are wearing FANNY PACKS in the music video (see http://www.videocodezone.com/videos/r/relient_k/pressin_on.html)

So. I actually haven't updated in forever because there isn't that much going on.

Stotes: rocked
Nats: rocked
School: not so much

yeah. That's about it.

Oh, and a Haiku

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Guys, I am crazily excited for stotes. Like, REALLY excited.

That's pretty much all I can think about.

Emo = over. That is all.

"And we then find no difficulty in producing arguments to justify our additude..." - Sigmund Freud

So, yeah. Today... reached the plasma level. That's all I really need to say :)

Yeah, the ethics thing was okay... but crew totally made my day.

On the other hand, I was watching a kid play solitaire today on a computer and he kept pressing undo and I realized how nice it would be if we all just had an undo button to press when we realized that we made a stupid mistake. Wouldn't life be just peachy?

Much Love

Yeah, here is a list of things that suck:

1) Orthodontists
2) Spacers (especially when you didn't know that you were getting them)
3) Being ready for a test and failing it
4) People in general


The end.
Much love

Yeah, so, it felt like I was on the ocean today... we were rowing and every stroke that we took actually sorta moved us backwards lol. Headwind sucks. BUT I WAS ON THE SUNA :) my life is complete.

So... in other news, I hate sitting at home, by myself thinking about what other people are doing. I worry a little too much about what other people are doing, certain other people. I don't think that it is time to explain, yet.

I guess it will all be determined eventually.

Much Love

So, this has definitely been the best birthday that I have had in a LONG time. The end.

Much Love

So, I am so glad to be on the river again. It is soooooooo incredibly awesome. I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT! That's pretty much it. It's so amazing to be back!

The end. ( I promise stories will come later)

Much love

Yay!

The end.

lol Much love!

EDIT: Also, I love Apolo Ohno!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, everyone made these... and Pratima pretty much forced me to get one lol

So, yeah.

Oh... crew is better

the end. lol

Much love!

1.Your Full Name:
--->

2. Age:
--->

3. Favorite Color?
--->

4. Favorite Movie:
--->

5. Favorite Song:
--->

6. Favorite Band:
--->

7. Most Embarassing Moment:
--->

8. Are you a virgin?
--->

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*** . . . . . . . . . . . . HERE COMES THE FUN . . . . . . . . . . . ***
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1. Are we friends?
--->

2. Do you have a crush on me/are you attracted to me?
--->

3. Would you kiss me?
--->

6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you?
--->

8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
--->

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
--->

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
--->

11. have you heard any rumors of me lately?
--->

12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
--->

13. Do you think I'm a good person?
--->

14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
--->

15. Do you think I'm attractive?
--->

16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?
--->

17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they don't involve you?
--->

18. If you could change anything about me, would you? what would it be?
--->

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
--->

21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
--->

NO SCHOOL!

That is all

( Meme )

AND IT'S SNOWING

So, life has been good and if it hasn't... I can't really remember lol.

I don't really even remember what happened at school... I don't really think that it mattered, anyway.

Friday sucked because of HUM, but that's obvious. As soon as I left, however, it turned around.

Hylton was *fun*? I was John Kerry... I flip-flopped, talked about my 3 purple hearts, etc... and it went over in multiple ways. In the end I came out with an honorable... *no comment*

I got home at 8:30 last night... and I went to bed at 8:45... then I woke up at 1:45 this afternoon... I got seventeen hours of sleep!

So, there is actually very little going on in my life. I was actually really happy today (other than my stupid calculator). I really miss being down in mississippi. I loved seeing all of my old friends. They haven't really changed... except that they all can drive. (lucky)

Everyone was begging me to come back... my teachers, my friends, my accquaintances... down there everyone comes back.

I might get to go back in like a month or two! I wish that I had had more time to go! There were so many things that I wanted to do that I couldn't. I really wanted to get some pictures of my town... I wish that I could drive so that I could get the pictures that I wanted, for instance, Tennessee William's home, the antebellum homes, the river, etc.

Oh well, it was still awesome!

Much Love!